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12:54am 01/05/2007
 
music: The Asphalt: First Last Time
I lie restless
In a bed
Remembering
All that we said.

Right now
I am curious
Of where you are
As the time moves ever so furious.

I am lost
Until you are found,
Your silence
Is the only sound.

I lie motionless
In a bed
Trying,
Trying ever so hard to feel dead		  
     

(Please keep the reporters at bay.)
 
Untitled Departure   
12:54am 01/05/2007
 
music: Breaking Benjamin: Sooner Or Later
I am at your side
Yet alone
The world is outside
Being mindless
Having fun
I am here
Trying to understand it all while I am young
Unfortunately I am unable to
Feell your burden
Everytime I try to fix myself
I find that I am more broken
I scream with the silence
As my voice runs dry
I wish I knew
How to comfort you when you cry
I am trying desperately to figure
This puzzle's riddle out
I am sorry I am not that strong
But I promise to keep going
I would glady take my own life
To show you what you are
Losing a war inside
While dying on the outside
I am sorry
I take things personal
I wish I was more like you
You are everything
In the meantime
My world crumbles
But the darkness is there
As a friendly reminder of what I was
Even as I see you go
I want you to know
I will love you
Not sometimes
But always.		  
     

(Please keep the reporters at bay.)
 
Test One With LJ BOT   
03:02pm 25/04/2007
  Hopefully this works...  
     

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MIKEYSTMNT.COM!!!   
07:11am 07/03/2007
  I can't access the site... Can anyone... I mean anyone... help me?!  
     

(10 won't the survive the night. s | Please keep the reporters at bay.)
 
Snow Day   
03:08pm 14/02/2007
 
music: Idiedaily: Rest
I am going to spend now to clean my dorm room up. Yay!		  
     

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Stupid people.   
05:23pm 13/02/2007
 
mood: Couching
music: Virgos Merlot: Wrong
Another fun day at my OIT Job. Thinking about eating food soon. It's almost 6 PM.

I've been deleting spam for Mikey and dealing with blocking IP addresses to help stop spam bots. Well, I think that is it for my story for right now.		  
     

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My New Life...   
10:42am 12/02/2007
 
music: Brand New: Flying at Tree Level
So I return to these posts again. I remember using LiveJournal when it first came out. I thought I was cool. I thought I was going to be the guy who changed the world with my posts. I thought my blogs were going to be something special. I ranted. I only made dark posts.

Thank God that my teenage angst is gone. I would like to think I am back now as a levelheaded good guy. Not that I ever did anything bad before, but I hope to no longer post things like "This stinks!" 24/7.		  
     

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